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"I was sixteen, laying on my bedroom floor, choking on your goodbye and cigarette smoke with the 98 degree weather burning tears into my cheeks, screaming for my mother because I figured this was it, I was going to die without you because if I couldn’t wake up and see you sleepily mumbling my name into my hair I didn’t want to wake up at all.
I was seventeen, shaky breath, shaky knees, tired lungs and wet hair but I wasn’t drowning like last summer"

- I thought I couldn’t live without you but you were nothing more than a good morning text and someone to pass out next to  (via extrasad)

(via twistedtorture)

"I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too."

- Pablo Neruda (via flction)

(via d-issappear)

"

Depression does not always mean
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye

Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor

Sometimes depression means
That summoning the willpower
To go downstairs and do the laundry
Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week

Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body
That it is capable of movement

Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying

Sometimes depression means
That every single bone in your body aches
But you have to keep going through the motions
Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed

Sometimes depression means
Ignoring every phone call for an entire month
Because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore

"

- by “Alexandra” Tilton, NH (Teen Ink: November 2013 Issue)

(via princesswetkitty)

"And how odd it is
to be haunted by someone
that is still alive."

- I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)

"I gave wrong people the right pieces of me."

- (via jakuzarskey)

(via everythingzembarrassing)

"I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up."

- (via misslucy-rose)

(via mindless-freedom)

"Have you ever just lied down in bed? Feeling really sad. And it’s that point where you have stopped crying, but only because there are no tears left. You just lay there, miserable. And all you know is that there’s this misery filling up inside you."

- The Love Whisperer (via psych-facts)

(via destroyingg-myself)

"Damaged people damage people."

- (via snotted)

(via destroyingg-myself)

"My only regret is that
I didn’t tell enough people
to fuck off."

- My 92 year old grandma. (via coffeestainedheart)

(via destroyingg-myself)

frozenteen:

It took me a few years to figure out that you can’t help people who don’t want to be saved.

(via emotional-lozar)